Restless Soul

There’s a restlessness in me tod


I’m not sure where it’s coming from.

Perhaps from waiting impatiently for something that, at this very moment, seems like it will never happen.

Or an inability to sit still after a few weeks of go-go-going.

I liked that.

Sitting still? Not so much.

It could be that the transition to one nap for my sweet girl is making

my days longer, forcing me to be more creative in how we spend our time together.

There’s a bit of me that’s questioning myself, too…who is the real Mel and where does she fit? I kind of still feel like I’m looking for that place, wherever it might be.

Yet in the middle of the restlessness, I am thankful that…

Nothing is impossible with my God.

And that it is ok…more than ok…to be still and know that He is God. Also? That He gives the strength, patience, and joy needed for each day…and that He gave me my sweet daughter. I love her so much. And that He loves me with an everlasting love, just as I am, on days when I feel that no one else does, especially me.

That’ s all for tonight.


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