How I Live

On Monday nights

I usually work out with a group of friends.

But tonight, it was rainy and two of my friends weren’t feeling well, so it was canceled.

I already had my workout clothes on so I decided to go for a rainy, almost-in-the-dark run.

While I enjoy running with a friend, I also love a good put-my-headphones-in, crank-my-ipod-up, run by myself.

I always use the same playlist when I run…it’s a mix of praise and worship (mostly) and a lot of the songs have some good beat because that makes me run faster.

(At least I tell myself that. :)) And I leave

it on shuffle, so I never know which song will be next…from my list of 100 or so songs.

Tonight I started running, and I was feeling pretty blah. It rained most of the day, it’s been an emotional weekend, and I spent a good part of the day either at the doctor with Mae or waiting (too long) for a prescription to be filled.

The first song that played was one that, to be honest, I usually skip when I hear it start. I’m not even sure how it ended up on my playlist…kind of random.

But I love how random to me is planned to God.

Here are the words.

How You Live.

(Point of Grace)

Wake up to the sunlight
With your windows open
Don’t hold in your anger or leave things unspoken
Wear your red dress
Use your good dishes
Make a big mess and make lots of wishes
Have what you want
But want what you have
And don’t spend your life lookin’ back

Turn up the music
Turn it up loud
Take a few chances
Let it all out
You won’t regret it
Lookin’ back from where you have been
Cuz it’s not who you knew
And it’s not what you did
It’s how you live

So go to the ballgames
And go to the ballet
And go see your folks more than just on the holidays
Kiss all your children
Dance with your wife
Tell your husband you love him every night
Don’t run from the truth
‘Cause you can’t get away
Just face it and you’ll be okay

Turn up the music
Turn it up loud
Take a few chances
Let it all out
You won’t regret it
Lookin’ back from where you have been
‘Cause it’s not who you knew
And it’s not what you did
It’s how you live

Oh wherever you are and wherever you’ve been
Now is the time to begin

So give to the needy
And pray for the grieving
E’en when you don’t think that you can
‘Cause all that you do is bound to come back to you
So think of your fellow man
Make peace with God and make peace with yourself
‘Cause in the end there’s nobody else

Turn up the music
Turn it up loud
Take a few chances
Let it all out
‘Cause you won’t regret it
Lookin’ back from where you have been
‘Cause it’s not who you knew
And it’s not what you did
It’s how you live

‘Cause it’s not who you knew
And it’s not what you did
It’s how you live

I needed to hear that song today. As I jogged along, I soaked in the words, knowing full well that God intended for me to hear and process every single one of them today.

I’ve been thinking a lot about Gitz and how she lived.

She lived the words of this song and so much more.

Her life was about living fully and loving completely exactly as the person God created her to be.

That’s such a leg

acy to leave.

Several of her friends are getting tattoos with the words, Choose Joy, in her handwriting.

I love it. I even begged Tobin to let me get one, but I know how he feels about tattoos…and, well. I choose to honor him.

And I choose to remember her…in other ways.

And after hearing that song today, I know without a doubt that the best way any of us can honor her memory is by how we live. Living completely for God, loving people well, and running the race until it’s over and we get to hear the words that she heard Saturday night.

Well Done.

Sweet Sara, thank you for how you lived.

Sig

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