Today…

I bought a pair of combat boots…

for a STEAL

at Goodwill.

:)

I’m pretty sure that makes me the hippest mama in town… at least for today.

😉

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Cookies, Anyone?!

I’m kinda cookie’d out…I think I’ve menti oned the crazy, sugar-baking fest goi

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on here once or twice.

😉

Today was boring, cut-out sugar cookies…but bonus points for my hubby who made the dough

for me the other night. 😉

I hadn’t made cut-outs in years and was really dread

ing it.

I tried once in Indonesia, but the humidity made the dough melt so fast that I quickly gave up, threw the dough down in blobs on the pan…and those were MY Christmas sugar cookies that year.

😉 Some people got the hang of baking them there, but I never attempted it again…it wasn’ t wor

th it. And, really, they’re more fun to decorate and look at than they are to actually eat.

So once Mae was in bed tonight,

I decided to give it a go.

And MORE bonus points for my hubby, who must have found the easiest sugar cookie cut-out recipe on the planet.

I am indebted to him for life…or at least for tonight.

😉

An hour later, the cookies are done and put away.

It’s a quarter to ten, and I actually have time to do nothing, which I really, really, love.

Four batches down, three to go by Sunday.

Cookies, anyone?!

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Under My Feet

So this week I’ ve been crazy-busy with baking cookies.

(And trying not to eat them! ;)) We’re having some neighbors over on Sunday… and wh

at better way to celebrate than with a dozen different kinds of cookies

?

Oh, yeah. (And I’m still forcing myself to work out every day.) :)

This morning I was trying to get a batch of a new kind done…and to preface this, I was kind of making up the recipe as I went.

(Thankfully, they turned out amazing.

;))

But since I was making it up and guessing with a few ingredients, I was also all over the kitchen a hundred times, looking for the right things.

And somewhere in the middle of the gooey, chocolatey creation and the peppermint buttercream…

Are you drooling yet??? 😉

I noticed something.

Everywhere I went, I h ad

a little person under my feet.

I was annoyed. I couldn’t move two feet without her following me…and it began to frustrate me that I couldn’t reason with her and tell her that sitting on the floor near me was just as good.

Eventually she gave me a break and resorted to hanging on to the back of my jeans while I created my fabulous concoction.

It made me impatient, and I caught myself raising my voice at her…

And then I stopped.

Thank You, God, that I have a beautiful little girl who wants to be close to me…

Thank You, God, that she is there…that she is this amazing, wonderful blessing in my life…

Thank You, God, that I am so incredibly blessed…

To have the sweetest little girl in the world constantly under my feet.

Just a blessing I thought I’d share.

What blessed your heart today

?

Sig

She Spins

She discovered spinning several weeks ago.

She’d turn herself around fast, get dizzy, fall over, laugh…

And repeat.

Over and over.

It w as

a riot w

atching her. (And we totally got it on video ’cause I know you’re all wondering.) 😉

And at the same time, I think I was a teeny bit jealous. Of my daughter.

Yeah.

Because she spins.

She spins with a reckless, carefree abandon, completely giving herself the freedom to be

herself. Yeah, she bumps into things. Yeah, she falls down.

Yeah, she totally looks like a goof.

And some days I would like to do the same thing.

To spin myself in circles until I’m so dizzy that I fall over. To let out some seriously loud laughter, not caring who might be watching or what they might be thinking.

Her spinning that night continued for quite awhile, and she still does it sometimes.

She’ll take a break from building a block tower or giving her “baby” a ride in the shopping cart…

and spin.

I have no idea who taught her how to spin…we didn’t. But it’s almost as if she uses that time to just…be. To say, hey, this block building and shopping cart pushing is getting to be too much…I need to turn myself in circles for awhile.

Just so I can let the world know I’m Maelie.

I’ve had a tough few days…nothing completely horrible, just some realizations and situations that are stressing me out.

I don’t deal well with things like that, and so at times it all makes me want to sit in a corner and cry until there are no tears left.

Thankfully, I have an 18 month old who needs me, and so I can’t do that. :)

I’ve tried a lot…I’ve prayed. I’ve written things that will never move past the draft stage.

I’ve sung. I’ve cried.

And today…I just felt like spinning.

So I grabbed my daughter by the hands, and we turned some circles.

Giggled. Made a memory.

And it felt SO completely good.

Hi.

My name is Mel.

And I spin. 😉

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Blogging From My Kindle

So… I wanted to try blogging once from my Kindle.

Think of it as writing a blog post in the same way you update your facebook status from

your phone.

Yeah, it takes awhile.

:)

To be honest, I’m a bit burned out as far as words go…I’ve just got a lot on my heart and mind, and it’s all distracting me and leaving

me somewhat wordless.

I could blog about that stuff…but even I don’ t share every

thing. 😉

So I’d appreciate your prayers if you think of me…just sorting some stuff out and hanging on tight…ya know?

I know God is Good…always. :)

Love ya all.

Sig

Something to Think About

A lot of people in cyberworld have weighed in on the subject of the Duggar family and their recent announcement of baby #20… and the miscarriage that occurred this past week.

I thought about sharing my b’zillion thoughts with you all…and decided that this article did a much better job.

Give it a read…it’ s worth your time.

Thought provoking and puts some things in perspective for sure.

And then please say a prayer for this family…parents and kids. So sad. :(

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Little Blessings (Pt. 15)

:) A 2 1/2 hour nap this afternoon from the napless-yesterday girl.

:) Christmas ornaments that don’t break. Those would be the ones on the bottom of our tree, the ones Maelie can reach, the ones she pulls

off the tree sixty times a day.

I’d be annoyed if she wasn’ t so cu

te.

:) A sweet nativity scene we purchased in Indonesia, made by a man who lived not far from the old BAIS campus.

I love the precious reminder it is to us, not only of

the season, but also of our Indo.

If you are at our house during the Christmas season at all, make sure you ask to see it.

:) First snow. Little Snow. White Snow. Yay for snow!

:) I love Illinois for the fact that they put down salt for like 1/4″ of snow. In Minnesota we needed a goo

d 2-3″ before we got any saltage.

:) The neighbors’ Christmas lights. We jokingly refer to them as our night-lights…but they are pretty.

:) Music. I really want to go

Christmas caroling…anyone want to go?

:) Our TV is not sitting on end tables anymore!

That blessing is bigger than you may realize…

:) A hubby who went grocery shopping tonight so I didn’t have to go.

:) Weekends…they are always nice.

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What to Do Tonight…

It’s 8:30 p.m., the girl is in bed, and I’m home.

It’s really nice ’cause this week has seemed a bit crazy… and lacking in free time.

I’ve been thinking of all the things I can do with the next two hours of my life…

Like…

–watch a movie with my hubby

–bury my nose in Catching Fire, the second book in  The Hunger Games Trilogy.

–sleep

–address Christmas cards…nah. Too early. Though they turned out very cute…I love that.

:)

–play Scrabble with Tobin and kick his butt, which I will admit to you is actually the winning thought at this point.

:)

–catch up on a few e-mails and blogs

–make jewelry

–write another chapter of my book

Sadly…and I’m so sorry, my faithful readers…blogging is not really making the list of what I’d like to be doing tonight.

I promise tomorrow will be more thought provoking…or at least more opinionated.

:)

See ya all tomorrow!!!

Sig

Tunes…

I love music.

I just got home from praise team practice, and I’m too tired

to think.

But it was a good practice. :)

So, here are a few lines still in my head from some of the songs we’re singing…maybe they’ ll inspire you.

Or make you sing along.

Or both. 😉

How glorious is Your love; if I could sing forever, it’s not enough.

One day, every tongue will confess YOU are God…one day EVERY knee will bow!

You are my strength when I am weak…

Your grace has broken every chain…my sins are gone, my debt’ s been paid.

You gave, You gave Your life away for me.

In the desert of my need, You’re the fountain that I seek.

You’re the Living Water I keep running to…

Jesus, You are the Answer; Jesus, my debt You paid; Jesus, You are my Savior; Jesus, You’re the One, You’re the Way!

Really looking forward to Sunday. :)

Have a good sleep, friends.

:)

Sig

On Being Brave

The title of this post is an adjective that does not describe me.

At least, I don’t think it does.

Yeah, I’m adventurous. But I’m not brave.

It’s a rare thing for me to do something that might kill me, or worse, result in failure.

I’m about to do just that…do somthing that I might fail at, not something that might kill me.

:)

So I guess that means I get to be brave.

:)

That was a fake, e-smile.

Really. Cause I kind of have knots in my stomach as I think about the next few months.

So I took

a job at a local coffee shop a few months ago.

It was more to get me out of the house for a few hours every week, but if we’re being honest, the extra money has been nice, too.

I’ve enjoyed the people I work with and the friends I’ve made there, but the schedule of it isn’t working.

I feel like I don’t see my family…as in the three of us…all together during the week. Not to mention that Tuesdays and Wednesdays are horrendously long. And it’s starting to wear on us…ALL of us.

So I decided that for the sanity of my family I needed to be doing something where I could at least stay home.

That’s where the bravery comes

in.

In the next month or so I’m going to head a different direction and try something that I’ve wanted to do for a really long time.

And I am so scared I’m going to fail.

Even brave people fail at things, and that isn’t something I enjoy.

That failure thing.

More to come.

:)

P.S. That was a real smile. I can be brave.

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