Ok, so if we’re being honest here
, the time I’ve spent with this blog has dwindled considerably in the last few weeks. Yes, there were a few things keeping me busy, but even so it’s become less of a priority.
I’m not sure how I feel about that.
It’s not like I’ve run out of words…HA! Like that will ever happen.
It’s just that I’d rather be doing other things…like chasing my daughter. Laughing with her. Hanging out with my hubby.
Running here and there, spending time with people (instead of a computer) and feeling like I have a life again.
I think, without completely realizing it at the time, when I started this blog, I was looking for a friend…you know, the kind you can pour your heart out to
? Yeah, that kind.
Things have changed since that day in January when the heart spilling began.
Now…there are friends.
There are places to be. There are things to do with my time. I’ve got an active daughter who loves to play and be read to and have her mommy close by.
I love that. And I’m really happy.
And I’m not questioning the whole 365 day blogging challenge. I really want to complete it, and I plan on it. But long, drawn-out thoughts might become more sporadic.
Pictures and little memories of my days might become more common.
And that’s ok. Because, really, those are the things that make up my life.
I love what my husband wrote on Monday…about how we’ve so clearly seen God at work during the past year through some of the toughest changes a family can face.
That encourages my heart so much and just makes me smile.
God has given so much, and I love to recall how He’s provided…in ways we never thought possible.
And God has provided friends, too…those who listen and love and will tell me what I need to hear. He’s also given me a few blogging friends, and I consider them just as much of a blessing.
Those people who are willing to read my thoughts and leave me a note or a say a prayer mean more than you will ever know.
Anyway, just my heart tonight. Feeling pretty thankful for those of you who are blessings in my life.
I need to crash.
One of my newest goals
? To get more sleep.
Yeah, one can try.
G’nite.
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