Ok, so tonight is a first.
I’m blogging outside by the firepit.
Just cause I can.
I’m not drinking coffee or Diet Pepsi tonight, even though it’s Thursday. If I had something in my hand, it would probably just be water anyway because I haven’t had enough today.
I’m not going to be able to stay out very long, though, because I forgot to plug in my computer and I have exactly 17 minutes of battery left. Bummer.
Oh, well. I can get a good start, at least.
So the title of this post is a little odd, but there is some truth to it.
The other night, Tobin and I were roasting marshmallows on these cute little roasting sticks he bought for me in the dollar section at Target. Really, they’re pretty cool.
Anyway, each time, we would put two marshmallows on, roast them (he is more patient and likes them brown; I stick them straight into the flame and burn ‘em good…mmmm), and then stuff the gooey, melty, sugary, yumminess into our mouths in one huge bite.
That’s when I kinda had an Aha! moment.
What if we just roasted ONE marshmallow each time? We’d still get the gooey, melty, sugary, yummy bite…it just wouldn’t be quite as big.
Deep, I know.
But it would
? Save half the calories.
I’ll take it.
And then tonight I roasted a few more and found myself thinking about how cool marshmallows are. I mean, after I’ve eaten that amazing, gooey concoction…there is still marshmallow cream left on the stick!
I amaze myself. (And probably annoy you…haha!)
So eventually I’ll move on to another topic.
I mean, really, we can only converse about marshmallows so long.
But FYI…I don’t like S’mores. I’m weird, I know.
I got my hair colored tonight.
That’s a really good thing because I couldn’t believe how much gray was popping through. Seriously, I am not quite 33…how on earth did I go gray already
? I was going back and forth on whether to cut it or not…I’ve kinda been in growing-out mode since January with a couple chops in between.
I almost had her cut it off again.
Then I decided to be brave and NOT do that.
She did thin it out, though, which my hair needs, oh, every five minutes. Yeah, I’m blessed with gray AND with super thick hair. I like what she did to it…she diffused it and we loaded on the product…and it’s actually pretty cute. Kind of one of those hair days you want to freeze and have every day because you know you won’t have it again anytime soon.
Why is it that no matter what kind of hair we (as in women) have, we’re never satisfied? At least I’m not.
Since I will be perfect in Heaven, I REALLY can’t wait to see what my hair looks like there!
It’s been a pretty rough week with Maelie. Nothing that’s her fault…I think she’s still getting over the roseola or at least the effects of the fever/rash. Poor little girl. Yesterday was especially rough; today was not too bad, but she didn’t nap much. I think one of the hardest things as a mom is to know that my girl isn’t feeling well…and I can’t do anything about it.
I’ve had so many frustrating moments with her this week, but a lot of those come from the fact that I just can’t do anything.
And I need to make sure I don’t direct that frustration at her because that’s not right.
Oh, the things I keep learning. Remind me to give myself some grace. Ok?
And a friend gently reminded me today to focus on the good moments in between the bad…and Mae and I definitely had a few sweet moments today. Like when she sat and cuddled on my lap for several minutes at the park or when she woke up from her nap in a wonderful mood and we spent over half an hour outside together swinging and going for a walk….and there were lots of smiles and laughs then.
I love my girl so much. And I’m thankful for her unconditional love
for me on the days I totally blow it as a mom.
I am so thankful for God’s grace and His mercies that are new every morning. (Cause I need ‘em!)
So eventually in this conversation, the house will come up because it always does.
And this time?
I’ll tell you about the fantastic birthday gift my husband got on Tuesday…a phone call saying that we got the house.
We got the house!!!!!
(Should it be in bold?)
We got the house!!!!!
We’re still figuring out a couple small details but as of now, we’ll be closing on it by August 1st.
To say I feel blessed is a huge understatement.
Right now, I’m just so thankful for my Father Who hears what my heart desires…and cares.
Pretty sure I can’t top that one, so I’ll end this for tonight.
Thank you to each of you who prayed for us while we waited.
And tried to trust.
He is SO Good.